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  • Mood: Disgust
  • Listening to: Black Veil Brides - Goodbye Agony
  • Reading: Fanfictions
  • Watching: PewDiePie
  • Playing: with Andy Biersack's hair
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Water
Start with 100% and subtract 1% for everything that you've done.
Then re-post as "I'm __% Virgin". Lowest number you have the more you've done!

100%

[x] Smoked
[x] Drank alcohol.
[x] Cried when someone died. 
[x] Been drunk
[ ] Had sex.
[x] Been to a concert. 
[x] gotten/given a handjob.
[ ] gotten/given a blowjob.
[x] Been verbally/sexually harassed.
[ ] Verbally/sexually harassed somebody.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 93%

[x] Felt someone up and/or been felt up.
[x] Laughed so hard something came out of your nose
[ ] Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend before.
[x] Been cheated on by a boyfriend/girlfriend.
[ ] Been to prom.
[x] Cried at school
[x] Gotten lost in a Wal-Mart or a department store
[ ] Went streaking. 
[x] Given or received a lap dance. 
[x] Had someone of the opposite sex in your room

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 86%

[ ] Had someone of the opposite sex sleep over.
[x] Slept over at someone of the opposite sex's house.
[ ] Kissed a stranger.
[x] Hugged a stranger. 
[ ] Went scuba diving.
[ ] Driven a car 
[x] Gotten an x-ray.
[ ] Hit by a car.
[ ] Had a party.
[ ] Done serious drugs. 

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 83%

[ ] Played strip poker/darts.
[ ] Got paid to strip for someone.
[x] Run away from home.
[x] Broken a bone
[x] Eaten sushi.
[ ] Bought porn. 
[x] Watched porn
[ ] Made porn
[x] Been in love

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 78%

[x] Made Out.
[x] Laughed so hard you cried
[x] Cried yourself to sleep
[x] Laughed yourself to sleep.
[x] Shot a gun
[ ] Trash talked someone and then acted like their best friend the next day. 
[x] Been online for 9 consecutive hours. 
[x] Watched TV for 9 consecutive hours.
[x] Watched an animal die. 

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 70%

[x] Watched a person die. 
[x] Kissed and/or messed around somewhere with at least 1 person.
[x] Pranked somebody
[x] Put somebody in the hospital. 
[ ] Snuck into someone's room and/or your own room after being out.
[x] Kissed somebody of the same sex.
[x] Dressed punk.
[x] Dressed goth. 
[ ] Dressed preppy. 
[ ] Been to a motocross race.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 63%

[x] Avoided somebody.
[x] Been stalked.
[x] Stalked someone. 
[x] Met a celebrity. 
[x] Played an instrument
[x] Ridden a horse. 
[x] Cut yourself.
[ ] Bungee jumped.
[x] Ding dong ditched somebody.
[ ] Been to a wild party.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 55%

[ ] Got caught stealing something.
[x] Kicked/punched a guy in the balls.
[ ] Stolen a boyfriend/girlfriend from a friend. 
[ ] Gone out with your friend's crush. 
[ ] Got arrested.
[ ] Been pregnant. 
[x] Babysat.
[x] Been to another country.
[ ] Set your house on fire.
[x] Had an encounter with a ghost.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 51%

[x] Donated your hair to cancer patients.
[x] Been asked out by someone that you never thought you'd be asked out by 
[x] Cried over a member of the opposite sex.
[x] Had a boyfriend/girlfriend for over 3 months. 
[x] Sat on your butt all day. 
[x] Ate a whole carton of ice cream all by yourself 
[ ] Had a job
[ ] Gotten cut from a sports team.
[x] Been called a whore 
[ ] Danced like a whore. 

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 44%

[x] Been mistaken as older than your own age.
[x] Been in a car accident.
[x] Been told you have beautiful eyes.
[x] Been told you have beautiful hair.
[x] Danced in the rain.
[x] Been rejected. 
[ ] Walked out of a restaurant without paying.
[x] Punched someone/slapped someone in the face.

TOTAL: 37%
  • Mood: Disgust
  • Listening to: Black Veil Brides - Goodbye Agony
  • Reading: Fanfictions
  • Watching: PewDiePie
  • Playing: with Andy Biersack's hair
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Water
((Doing some memes because I'm bored and home alone))

[x] You get bad grades.
[x] You have had a pet die. 
[x] You cry yourself to sleep at night. 
[x] Your parents are divorced. 
[ ] One or both of your parents are dead.
[x] People think you should be happier.  
[ ] You don't have that many friends.
[ ] You have never been out of the country.
[ ] You have never been out of the state.
[x] You are allergic to a food. 
[ ] You are allergic to fur.
[x] You worry too much.
Total so far: 7

[x] You always feel sad. 
[x] You think you're bad at what you do.
[x] You are afraid of the dark.
[x] You are afraid of heights.
[x] You don't have a pet.
[x] You have had a dream where somebody died.
[ ] You have never had a boyfriend/girlfriend. 
[ ] You have less than 3 friends in real life.
[ ] You don't get an allowance.
[ ] You don't get food everyday.
[x] You are shy around new people. 
[x] You get bullied.
Total so far:  15

[ ] You don't have your own room 
[ ] You don't have a cell phone.
[x] You wish you didn't have a sibling.
[ ] You wish you had another sibling.
[ ] You are an only child.
[x] Sad music makes you cry.
[x] Sad movies make you cry.
[x] You have been to the hospital for yourself.
[x] Somebody in your family smokes.
[x] Somebody in your family is an alcoholic.
[x] You have been in a car accident. 
[x] Somebody in your family has been in a car accident. 
Total so far: 23

[ ] You have many chores.
[x] You have had a bad sickness.
[x] You have been in a bad storm.
[x] People think you're crazy.
[ ] You have never been to a concert.
[ ] You don't have cable.
[ ] You don't have a Facebook. 
[ ] You fear your death.
[x] You don't believe in the Easter Bunny/Santa/Tooth Fairy.
[x] You have been rejected by your crush. 
[x] You sit alone at large groups of people.
[x] You look at the ground when you walk. 
Total so far: 30

[x] You have written a sad song.
[x] You have a small house.
[ ] You never met your dad/mom.
[x] You don't have a good relationship with one or more of your family members.
[x] You can't sing.
[ ] Your parents are unemployed.
[x] One or both of your grandparents are dead on your dads side.
[x] One or both of your grandparents are dead on your moms side. 
[x] You don't get parties on your birthday. 
[x] People have judged you by how you look.  
[x] You have never been to Disney Land/World.
[ ] You have never seen a play.
Total so far: 39

TOTAL: 39

Now take that total and multiply it by 2  

New total: 78

Post title as "My life is ___% Sad"
  • Mood: Disgust
  • Listening to: Black Veil Brides - Goodbye Agony
  • Reading: Fanfictions
  • Watching: PewDiePie
  • Playing: with Andy Biersack's hair
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Water
When I'm at home, I usually isolate myself in my room as I have my laptop there and the internet connection is at it's best there, plus it's also the quietest room and the room I feel safe in the most.
So it makes sense for me to want to stay in there all the time. 
I do everything in here, I play computer games, I watch YouTube videos, listen to music, eat meals (what little of them I actually do eat).
But I still notify my mom when I'm up and when I come home from school I'll have a talk to her about my day for about half an hour or more.
Recently my brother has got a new girlfriend named Amber, she's basically taking my place in the family.
Ever since she practically moved into this house (she's not actually living here, it's just that she's over here so damn much it's like she does), I've been ignored.
Even to the point when my mom "forgets" to make me food, yet she'll make it for everybody else, meaning I have to get something small like a slice of toast.
My family has just started to ignore me.
When I tried to talk to my mom about the BVB concert and how I got to meet a bunch of the band members from all the bands, she knows how much they mean to me as she knows about my self harm issue and how I've pretty much stopped self harming and other things I have done to myself that will cause harm because of them.
And she never even looked at me and replied "cool"
Is that it? I get to meet my heroes and you couldn't care less
Also last night my mom, brother and Amber were playing with sparklers, which I love sparklers
And they never invited me outside to play with some, instead I found out through my mom's Facebook that they were doing that and when I looked outside, there they were.
Also, Amber has been stealing my things. 
She first stole my eyeliner, then my cheap CD player, then my GHD hair straighteners, then my Wii and then I found out she was the one responsible for stealing my 3DS. 
She comes into my room while I'm either asleep or at school and steals my things. 
If I left my phone in here, she'd probably steal that too.
I'm getting majorly pissed off. 
Do I seriously have to put a lock on my door so she won't steal any more of MY shit.
Oh an other thing before I forget, I was downstairs when my mom was out so I could watch some Kerrang! TV as BVB were doing a list during the BVB Kerrang! takeover and Amber came downstairs, gave me a dirty look and asked me why I was downstairs. 
Like excuse me? I actually live here, this is my house and yet your coming here and telling me what I can and cannot do in this house that isn't even yours.
Fuck you Amber, I hope my brother breaks up with you and leaves you broken
  • Mood: Suggestive
  • Listening to: Fall Out Boy - Centuries
  • Reading: Fanfictions
  • Watching: PewDiePie
  • Playing: with Andy Biersack's hair
  • Eating: Something edible
  • Drinking: Monster energy drinks
SO YESTERDAY WAS PROBABLY ONE OF THE BEST DAYS OF MY LIFE
FIRST I WENT TO THE FEARLESS VAMPIRE KILLERS SIGNING, GOT ALL OF THEM TO SIGN MY FVK CD AND GOT TO HUG THEM ALL AND TALK TO THEM A LITTLE.
Laurence was a little cutie pie I swear to god, I was handing him the CD booklet to sign and my hand was shaking badly because they're my second favourite band next to BVB and he asked if I was okay and I was speechless and he stood up and just hugged me. I NEARLY CRIED OKAY. 
Then we went over to the venue to meet up with more friends so we were just being dicks to the buses going past by yelling "BUS WANKERS" to the buses as they went past. Also people were beeping their horns at us so we just flipped them off and continued blasting our music on speakers.
After a while they started putting up barricades so we were all squished together in a huddle like penguins so we stopped playing music and just talked for a while until we started playing the penis game then we started yelling "ALAN" for no reason THEN that turned into us chanting BVB lyrics and soon the whole line was joining in with us as we started to sing various BVB songs, MCR songs, KISS songs, P!ATD songs and a bunch of others which was very fun. Soon enough we got into the venue to find our seats. We got a clear view of the stage as we were near the front of the balcony. I could see all the bands faces perfectly, it was great! 
So soon Drama Club started who were a dance/techno band who were aWESOME. They did remixes of BMTH and AA songs then FVK were on and we watched them. I seemed to be the only one bouncing off the walls for FVK on the balcony because I was stood up and singing all the lyrics while people looked at me as if I was wierd. rUDE. 
Drama Club then filled in while the crew set up for Attila and played a song of their own and also did a remix of Andy Black's "They Don't Need To Understand"! 
Then Attila came on, and I ain't gonna lie, but they were absolute shit live. I love Attila but they were so crap on stage. So me and my friend took a toilet break while they played. We came back as they were on their second to last song then just waited until they were over. (See, that's what you do when you don't like the band that's playing, you wAIT). 
Black Veil Brides came on after a while of setting up for them and they were aMAZING. I could see all the guys perfectly, even CC! Somebody threw a Batman umbrella on stage which Andy picked up and put it up while walking around with it on stage with it over his head. (He looked so adorable with it ;u; ) A while later, Jinxx almost fell down the steps as he wasn't looking where he was going ;-; but he got himself up yay! 
After the show, my friend all ditched me so I went back inside as I wanted to buy some merch and I fucking caught Andy, Ashley and Jinxx! I got hugs with them all and I couldn't take pics as my phone had ran out of charge ;-; But I still got hugs and Jinxx was so shy! He was adorable! I also met Drama Club as my mom came to pick me up ;3; 
So it was an amazing night overall and it was much better than last time! I can't wait to see them again!
  • Mood: Disgust
  • Listening to: Black Veil Brides - Goodbye Agony
  • Reading: Fanfictions
  • Watching: PewDiePie
  • Playing: with Andy Biersack's hair
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Water
Start with 100% and subtract 1% for everything that you've done.
Then re-post as "I'm __% Virgin". Lowest number you have the more you've done!

100%

[x] Smoked
[x] Drank alcohol.
[x] Cried when someone died. 
[x] Been drunk
[ ] Had sex.
[x] Been to a concert. 
[x] gotten/given a handjob.
[ ] gotten/given a blowjob.
[x] Been verbally/sexually harassed.
[ ] Verbally/sexually harassed somebody.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 93%

[x] Felt someone up and/or been felt up.
[x] Laughed so hard something came out of your nose
[ ] Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend before.
[x] Been cheated on by a boyfriend/girlfriend.
[ ] Been to prom.
[x] Cried at school
[x] Gotten lost in a Wal-Mart or a department store
[ ] Went streaking. 
[x] Given or received a lap dance. 
[x] Had someone of the opposite sex in your room

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 86%

[ ] Had someone of the opposite sex sleep over.
[x] Slept over at someone of the opposite sex's house.
[ ] Kissed a stranger.
[x] Hugged a stranger. 
[ ] Went scuba diving.
[ ] Driven a car 
[x] Gotten an x-ray.
[ ] Hit by a car.
[ ] Had a party.
[ ] Done serious drugs. 

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 83%

[ ] Played strip poker/darts.
[ ] Got paid to strip for someone.
[x] Run away from home.
[x] Broken a bone
[x] Eaten sushi.
[ ] Bought porn. 
[x] Watched porn
[ ] Made porn
[x] Been in love

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 78%

[x] Made Out.
[x] Laughed so hard you cried
[x] Cried yourself to sleep
[x] Laughed yourself to sleep.
[x] Shot a gun
[ ] Trash talked someone and then acted like their best friend the next day. 
[x] Been online for 9 consecutive hours. 
[x] Watched TV for 9 consecutive hours.
[x] Watched an animal die. 

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 70%

[x] Watched a person die. 
[x] Kissed and/or messed around somewhere with at least 1 person.
[x] Pranked somebody
[x] Put somebody in the hospital. 
[ ] Snuck into someone's room and/or your own room after being out.
[x] Kissed somebody of the same sex.
[x] Dressed punk.
[x] Dressed goth. 
[ ] Dressed preppy. 
[ ] Been to a motocross race.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 63%

[x] Avoided somebody.
[x] Been stalked.
[x] Stalked someone. 
[x] Met a celebrity. 
[x] Played an instrument
[x] Ridden a horse. 
[x] Cut yourself.
[ ] Bungee jumped.
[x] Ding dong ditched somebody.
[ ] Been to a wild party.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 55%

[ ] Got caught stealing something.
[x] Kicked/punched a guy in the balls.
[ ] Stolen a boyfriend/girlfriend from a friend. 
[ ] Gone out with your friend's crush. 
[ ] Got arrested.
[ ] Been pregnant. 
[x] Babysat.
[x] Been to another country.
[ ] Set your house on fire.
[x] Had an encounter with a ghost.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 51%

[x] Donated your hair to cancer patients.
[x] Been asked out by someone that you never thought you'd be asked out by 
[x] Cried over a member of the opposite sex.
[x] Had a boyfriend/girlfriend for over 3 months. 
[x] Sat on your butt all day. 
[x] Ate a whole carton of ice cream all by yourself 
[ ] Had a job
[ ] Gotten cut from a sports team.
[x] Been called a whore 
[ ] Danced like a whore. 

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 44%

[x] Been mistaken as older than your own age.
[x] Been in a car accident.
[x] Been told you have beautiful eyes.
[x] Been told you have beautiful hair.
[x] Danced in the rain.
[x] Been rejected. 
[ ] Walked out of a restaurant without paying.
[x] Punched someone/slapped someone in the face.

TOTAL: 37%

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'Sup! My name is Rain! I'm a transgendered (female to male) fifteen year old who loves music. I play bass guitar and one day hope to tour with my band "My Last Breath". I love a lot of music genres including rock, metal, dance, house, dubstep, electronica and pop punk. I also like Homestuck! But bands are still my favourite thing :3

About me
Name: Rain Suicide
Gender: Male
Age: 15
Sexual Preference: Homosexual
Physical Description:
- Hazel eyes
- Black hair
- Ivory skin
-Normal weight
- 5'3"
Likes: Music, playing bass guitar, Batman, anime, Adventure Time, sweets, energy drinks and strawberries
Dislikes: Water, vegetables, bullies
Fears: Water, falling, rejection
Quirks: Shy and has a slight British accent

My close friends:
:iconsharkradiation::iconxxchain-masterxx::iconsonamylover111:

My stalkers:
:iconthunderjinx::iconsharkradiation::icondemonbunny-chan::iconitachixkonanfanclub:

My stamps:
Andy by SandyOtakuSuki Sexy Dance by SandyOtakuSuki BVB Members Stamp by SammieSparxx ChaoticMonki Stamp by HowlingKnight As long he still runs.. by CocoaSnowflakes I Support Homosexuals Stamp by Repa-Chan yaoi stamp by Wing-shadow Daily... by prosaix stamp- to parents xD by ILoveKnucklesShadow Weird Stamp by Shinji-Sama 69 Stamp by WolvenFlames Laughter Stamp by WolvenFlames Pikachu Stamp by Kezzi-Rose Stamp - Not Feminine by foxlee I Support...My Friends - Stamp by Zooky Special Stamp by Kezzi-Rose Takeover Stamp by JetProwerTheFox BOTDF stamp by zombisu BOTDF - Ima Monster stamp by zombisu BOTDF stamp 2 by zombisu BOTDF stamp 3 by zombisu BOTDF - Scream For My IceCream by zombisu BOTDF stamp 4 by zombisu BOTDF - I Heart Hello Kitty by zombisu BOTDF - Till Death Do We Party by zombisu BOTDF-Dreams.Honor.Pride Stamp by xForeverGone BOTDF Stamp c= by SilverWolfSpirit1998 DahvieXJayy stamp by BOTDF-Sonic-Pm2fan A6 Eye Stamp by MsBrandyDoll April's not a ''true'' metalhead. by Catthylove Lightning Thunderstein Stamp 1 by SparxxGraphics Being Normal... What's That? by el-Jimmeister Set The World On Fire Stamp by SammieSparxx Lightning Thunderstein Stamp 2 by SparxxGraphics BVB Stamp by BVBArmyMorganJustine More Than Andy 6 Stamp by Dethkira Scream stamp by TimmehMonster Stamp: Ashley Purdy by Samohae Justin Beiber Wimp Stamp by TheVoidKitsune Stamp: Ashley Purdy 2 by Samohae Suicide Isn't Cowardly by el-Jimmeister Andy Biersack Fan Stamp by SparxxGraphics Knives And Pens Stamp by SammieSparxx Andy Six - Fan by winter-ame Fallen Angels Stamp by TheBlackVeiledBride Perfect Weapon by winter-ame BVB Stamp by BVBArmyMorganJustine ANDY SIX stamp 2 by zombisu Black Veil Brides Stamp by Flynnux Knives and Pens by XLove-Christina-AX Black Veil Brides Stamp by SparxxGraphics ANDY SIX stamp by zombisu Knives and Pens by winter-ame Andy Six Black by winter-ame Black Veil Brides - stamp by SynysterDemonicRose Black Veil Brides Member Stamp by TheBlackVeiledBride Black Veil Brides - commish by rainbeos Black Veil Brides Stamp by SammieSparxx Black Veil Brides by winter-ame You have many options in life. by el-Jimmeister Austin Carlile Stamp by MissBillK Squidgy Stamp by MissBillK :thumb319020549: Of Mice And Men 2.0 by winter-ame Of Mice and Men Stamp by casanoviic

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Posthardcorelife Featured By Owner Aug 11, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
YOU'VE BEEN HUGGED!! *Hug*
SpreadSpread the DA love around! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)
RULES:
1- You can hug the person who hugged you!
2- You -MUST- hug 10 other people, at least!
3- You should hug them in public! Paste it on their page!
4- Random hugs are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
5- You should most definitely get started hugging right away!
Send This To All Your Friends, And Me If I Am 1.
If You Get 7 Back You Are Loved!
1-3 you're bad friend
4-6 you're an ok friend
7-9 you're a good friend
10-& Up you're loved
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xRainSuicidex Featured By Owner Aug 12, 2014  Hobbyist Artist
Yey!
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Posthardcorelife Featured By Owner Aug 15, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
:3
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>:3
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Ninjabuscus Featured By Owner Jul 29, 2014  Hobbyist Artist
Thank you for the favourite ^-^
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xRainSuicidex Featured By Owner Jul 30, 2014  Hobbyist Artist
You're welcome!
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shadarialover04 Featured By Owner Jul 8, 2014  Student Writer
Hi!
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xRainSuicidex Featured By Owner Jul 8, 2014  Hobbyist Artist
Hey
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shadarialover04 Featured By Owner Jul 8, 2014  Student Writer
Rp?
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